Emotional craziness strikes again.

So, I am crazy emotional lately. I can't say that I am enjoying it either.
Normally (pre-pregnancy) I never cry. Things kind of slide off my back, and I deal with it other ways.
Now however, I cry about everything.

The kids we had left yesterday. I was really sad, but normally I'm good when the kids leave. I knew I wasn't keeping these girls so I don't know why it affected me so much. When they called to say they were leaving I cried. Then I cried when I dropped them off, and then I cried later that night. Who am I?
Lately when I cry, I always start to think about our last foster placement, the 2 and 5 yr old girls we had for a year, and then I start to cry more because really, I'm still getting over losing them. So I start crying for one reason, but inevitably I end up crying because I miss them.

Today, however, I'm not really missing the baby or the girls, I'm just down and lonely. Chris told me he wasn't coming home until 6 and I started to cry. lol. Then he called me and I started to cry more, like uncontrollably.

This emotional business only started once I got to my second trimester. Hopefully it will subside.

That is all.